Fault not Forgiven
As an avid over thinker I find that it comes quite easy to take a situation, dwell, and store that one memory or conversation away to then allow that scenario to mold or pinpoint how you handle or feel about others in the future. This I have noticed is not a trait I am proud to have. The realness of the downfall this mindset can have only really hits you when certain situations continue to happen, and although you don't want to acknowledge or admit, the real problem might be your way of thinking. I have come to find that it is quite easy to blame others for a dispute, unkind words that were passed, or communication that was lost.
I have also found that easy never leads to success, easy doesn't fix those quarrels, mend the words, or embrace a phone call. Trying to pave your way in this crazy place we live on a daily basis is a battle in itself. Emotional relationships are built, burned, or times erased. Financial downfalls are hit or peaks are reached. Personal growth is constantly being dealt with, and at times coms to a halt, while in an instance you may realize you are exactly who, and where, and with who you need to be with.
The insincerity that judgement can bring is brutal and threatening. It has been a flaw on my part to remember that everyone is constantly dealing, struggling, loving, and living everyday, just as I am and the energy you may save for grudges, ill words, should be used to let those you know you thought of them that day no matter how long it has been since you've last seen each other. You were in each other's life and experienced a moment whether long or short, few or many, the time was shared and was spent the way it was meant to be. I found it necessary to dedicate this blog to verbalizing a fault that although may seem common and easy to defend, is a trait that should not even exist.
The truth is if your having this problem or way of thinking, you are lucky enough to have that many people in your life who you may feel the need to "turn off" but turning off will only lead to the need and desire to switch right back on. I hope the clarity received can be equally delivered.
Keep it going
ACA
I have also found that easy never leads to success, easy doesn't fix those quarrels, mend the words, or embrace a phone call. Trying to pave your way in this crazy place we live on a daily basis is a battle in itself. Emotional relationships are built, burned, or times erased. Financial downfalls are hit or peaks are reached. Personal growth is constantly being dealt with, and at times coms to a halt, while in an instance you may realize you are exactly who, and where, and with who you need to be with.
The insincerity that judgement can bring is brutal and threatening. It has been a flaw on my part to remember that everyone is constantly dealing, struggling, loving, and living everyday, just as I am and the energy you may save for grudges, ill words, should be used to let those you know you thought of them that day no matter how long it has been since you've last seen each other. You were in each other's life and experienced a moment whether long or short, few or many, the time was shared and was spent the way it was meant to be. I found it necessary to dedicate this blog to verbalizing a fault that although may seem common and easy to defend, is a trait that should not even exist.
The truth is if your having this problem or way of thinking, you are lucky enough to have that many people in your life who you may feel the need to "turn off" but turning off will only lead to the need and desire to switch right back on. I hope the clarity received can be equally delivered.
Keep it going
ACA
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