Just A Girl..Just a Woman
They say, that turning 30 is a turning point in one's life. I say, THEY are correct. Dead on. Nailed it. I don't know if it's the dreaded 3 next to the Zero that stares back at you when you wake up on that day of birth, and look at yourself in the mirror, and all of a sudden have these flashbacks of memories that feel like days, that were YEARS ago. I don't know if it's the realization that you now have to accept that your 20's cannot be used as an exscuse as to why you randomly F up, or it's the fact that it's just a fact, that you are now in the 30 club. But something happened when I woke up that day, in Hawaii (not a bad place to take on the 3-0). I promise I felt different, I felt almost at ease with myself, content in a way, everything felt okay. I then went on this beautiful hike with one my dearest friends, and there was just a sense of clarity and genuine happiness, it was in itself blissful. NOW getting to this day, let me tell you, the past ...